Los Angeles Dream.

One day everything changed, all of the American Dream that we used to believe in together is gone. What we were planning for, it all changed.

It’s been one year exactly since the last memorable conversations, the good times and the bad times. Today I remember us a little clearer. It’s the memory that matters, it’s the moments that we shared together.

Reading ThoughtCatalog have been my day-to-day activity while looking - and waiting where life might take me. I think I finally know the truth. The journey towards finding love is not easy. The word itself has a strong meaning and feelings - it’s like a revolving door, it’s endless, unending.

Our dream, our Los Angeles dream have finally come to an end - because you are finally lost in sight. We were in sync for a second and it was just a temporary dream & now I’m finally awake. Taking the time to infatuate, to fall in love, to break down, to heal and to get back up aren’t easy. It’s like I am stuck in this bitter reality.

Take chances. Dream some more and let go. I’m hoping for another deep connections with someone that can share the Los Angeles Dream that I’m stuck in. Sometimes it’s easier said than done, but every time the sun sets, it’s that reminder to wake myself up from this daydream.

Maybe it’s the time for me to think about my growth without you - How I’m able to make decisions, to understand more about the word ‘til-death-do-us-apart,’ to learn how to let go of the past and create a new goal in life. This Los Angeles Dream of us will never leave me for good because I will always remember and cherish our moments together.

And now, it’s the time for me to transform to something stronger than this.