Dear Me.

Dear Me,

Thank you for being strong enough for the past few years. I know it hasn’t been easy for you to carry this pain by yourself and still trying to please people around you.

Dear Me,

Thank you for making the mistake of walking away from someone who you thought were so fond of you and you’ve seen it doesn’t turn out the same way as you thought it would be. Those twenty-eight numbers that you still remember until this day, that you can never forget about those three and a half things that matter the most to you. You tried to show them - and they still ignore you, becoming a whole new different individual that you don’t know of. You grew up, told’em - admitted that you were wrong , asking for a chance to begin again but it turns out the only person that needs changing is them - and you can’t change the fact that it’s inevitable. And finally, you realized you were just missing the same person that’s actually a completely different person now. Cause you hear people talk - about how they are now & you slowly peeled out the truth, maybe it’s not meant to be in this time period.

Dear Me,

Thank you for standing up straight and holding on to what you believe in - although many people walk away from you. You’ve realized you can’t make people stay - friendships most of the time don’t last forever. You’ve been broken but in the end you whisper to yourself and force yourself to never give up. They betray you and ignore you, you cried - but at the end of the day you wiped your tears and carry yourself out of your darkness and try to find the light again. To finally discovered - only a handful of individuals truly care for you.

Dear Me,

Thank you for being selfish sometimes, to making the same mistake again and learn from your mistake. You finally able to mold yourself into someone better than before. Reading things from different self-encouragement articles and trying to make yourself busy all the time so you’ll forget.

Dear Me,

Remember to always believe in yourself and learn to love yourself more. Because nothing in this world is permanent - only the best ones will find you at the end of the day. Spend time with the love of your lives — your parents, friends that love you by heart, and wait until that day “when all of the puzzle pieces come together, making you realized why it never worked out with the rest before.”

Note to self, always re-read this whenever you are remembering those memories. Because believing is the most important thing you must have today, tomorrow, and in the future. And someday, it all make sense why things didn’t work out in the first place.