It Ain't Easy.
Beautiful people, don’t you dare give up. It’s never going to be okay if you give up. Find someone that truly loves you, cares for you and knows you inside out. Loving yourself isn’t easy, especially if you always have anxiety feelings. Understand the concept of ‘Self-Love’ before opening up to find a partner who you can spend your whole life with.
“It’s easier said than done,” - and I agree. It takes triple effort to being able to love yourself. It’s easier to just think about other people rather than keeping that positivity intact. Without realizing anything, you missed the old days, you’re missing the memories that you had with that special someone, and I’m in that stage too - every day, not knowing what’s in his mind every single day.
Take a deep breathe clever girl, you can’t let the past haunt you. When you’re experiencing a heartbreak for so long, learn to let it go - if its meant to be, it will come right back to you. Learn how to be independent - learning how to encourage yourself to be extraordinary. You might fail because you were trying to explore your own personality - not knowing what’s right or what’s wrong. You had no clue that when you tried to show that you care - turns out that someone get in in the wrong way.
Let this be a lesson for you to carry on, to keep on going even though the world is judging you. You are strong enough, pretty enough, wonderful enough. Remember, you are not alone, you will become someone else’s missing puzzle pieces that they have been trying to look for in their whole life.
Because although as much as I tried to hide it - I miss the old days but I still have to keep on going and believe in myself in order for me to grow.
