What a Time.

Time passes by, slowly.

Today - especially, it feels extremely slow.

Exhausted, with the fact that we have to stay in, in this unprecedented time.

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Unprecedented - I begin to have a love/hate relationship with this word because we are living in this period of time: the not knowing, the unending, the confusing, the unusual time. It is what it is, isn’t it?

I begin to feel afraid again, stuck in the same spot / but there’s no such thing as ‘pausing time,’ because time still moves forward - faster than before. I tried to reach for the stars, but all I got is darkness - no light to lead the way. Am I lost? I’ve taken my first step but it seems that few years on the run and still - all I got is this complicated situation.

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“Love, like a stream of water, will always follow the line of least resistance.

If you must force its path, it’s not meant for you.”

- Beau Taplin, Unrequited

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What if I’ve been waiting for quite some time, taken my first step and tried to find the path that leads me to you but .. there seems to be a dead end. I feel lost, I become so unsure with where this path that I’m taking leads me somewhere. It might not meant for me, but is there any pathways that will take me to my destination or is this my destiny? All the smiles when the camera starts to clicks, it all fades away once the camera is off.

Sometimes, being too trusting - it’s complicated.